Life's funny. Life's irritating. Life makes a fool out of you.
Today's just not really a very good day for me. Gastric in the morning, extreme tiredness in the afternoon and stares in the evening. People should stop thinking so highly of themselves and trying to make a fool of others. And yet, some should become less sensitive. Some like me.
Have you ever had a very unpleasant feeling or thought that you're currently thinking about and then suddenly it just disappears and you know that something's bad, bothering you but you just forgot about it all of a sudden and instead of trying to find out what it was you leave it. Because you know it'll bug you if you continue to think of it, because it is that unpleasant. I think i've had that a couple of times now. Sometimes, i find the unpleasant thought and sometimes i try so hard not to recall what it was.
I'm broke. 0 dollars left in my little wallet. Think i gotta cut down on the green tea. But my stomach's not doing any good really. I can still feel the gastric juices in my tummy. Very extremely uncomfortable. Yeah, i really hope tmr'll be a better day..
Focus you dumbass. Focus on your nursing, focus on your job, just two more days and it'll be done. I'm not sure if i'll be glad or sad. Glad in a way i'll finally get a break. Glad in a way i'll be seeing P10 soon. Sad in a way i'll have to deal with the start of attachment all over again the next time, getting use to everything and then ending the damn thing once more again. Sad in a way that i'll miss my patients, that i'll miss the staff and sometimes the CI as well. Sad in a way that i won't be able to collect green tea's receipt from cheers. And sad in a way, i simply don't know why.
Melissa Blogged @ 10:27 PM
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